The world is full of crazy things and the human brain is a mystery itself. They say that our memory is a bottomless pit and you can just dump all of the important or non-important moments of your life in there; unlike a normal computer, you can’t choose what file to save or to download on its memory, you can’t even segregate everything inside your head but one of the reasons why it’s still a living mystery to us is that your brain is like it has its own life or something manipulating it without your control, it can shut down your long, short or the entire memory itself and just forget about everything; it’s a bit tricky since it can block the whole thinking process in your head for a couple of seconds (I know it’s awful specially during examinations >.< )
I was 10 years old back then when I felt something weird in my memory or the way I see things (I was so scared that time thinking I might have something in me that is not normal o_O) I kept the entire idea until I reached 6th grade and it was when my best friend and I had a little talk about creepy things in our town. This is not really the exact line that I asked him that day but the thought is there,
“You know what, I got this weird thing happening in me, it’s not “always” though but I swear I’ve been seeing things. Like for example, I am doing this *checking the back of my slipper* and then out of a sudden I just knew it happened before but why is it happening now? Then a chain of simple event, pictures that my eyes took and the sounds all around me, all of it becomes familiar to me, it seems like I’ve done those before, it’s weird right?” Then he answered, “I experienced that one too and some other kids also.” And then I was like, “So what’s this all about, are we sick or something? (And the worst thing I asked) , are we going to die? Coz my mom got sick and then she was gone??” He said, “No, I don’t know... Let’s not talk about these maybe its normal coz we all are experiencing it, maybe it’s just a part of growing? I don’t really know but I’ll ask my papa about it.”
I was relieved, not because he’s experiencing it too but there were some kids also “well, it’s maybe something normal “ I thought. I was in 2nd year high school when I got it all figured out and the name's kinda funny to me >.< “De JaVu” What a cruel name for a weird thing!haha.. I just couldn’t help laughing at myself thinking I got those WEIRDER ideas of illness and death >.< Ignorance and purity of mind always amazes me =)
Well, de javu raises a lot of questions to the society. The idea of “reincarnation” is one of those produced notions. I’ve read and heard about those reincarnation stories, first from
Christian Rosenkreuz, founder of the Rose Cross (Rosicrucian) ~His story is quite parabolic so... I don’t really know. The human mind may travel at a certain point or without our “knowing”... wanders the other dimension where time is bendable or it’s just one of those human brain mysteries where it’s thinking process of familiarity is on the nth degree ~ lol! Coz a world like this will never happen again for the next lifetime (or if there is another earth or we’re kinda programmed to do and live same thing over and over again. ABSURDITY) the way I wash the dishes and peek at the window coz suddenly a guy who’s nuts is shouting his throat out on the street~ this simple thing can never be possible to occur thousands or millions of years from now ~with every EXACT detail that a human creates, it’s impossible.
God has all those answers we’re looking for and it will all be given to us at the right time =) We might have these experiences and words out of the Bible, still I couldn’t omit the fact that there’s a Creator, Mightiest and Wisest of all, our God. Up until now, scientists are trying to create human clones, yet it will always be a failure coz they will never have this something that our Creator has. Every limb and tiny parts we have, it’s totally in the perfect place of our body, it is impossible if no one engineered the entire human DNA. Through one lil creature alone, I can prove that HE moves in His own perfect little ways. I don’t care if He’s mysterious, I don’t care if I haven’t seen Him, I don’t even know what and i couldn’t even see Love, how it mysteriously manipulate your entire being, He’s LOVE and LOVE is Him, not physically present but we can feel it, and I don’t care if people are still trying to prove His existence up until now, It would be worst if we have a God that is reachable of human’s level of understanding,
No wonder why He is the most forgiving, coz He is the most loving, and since He got the greatest Love of all, He got the heart of bottomless understanding. AMAZING!
